short randomness

Drowining in my thoughts
Creating manmade truths
Messing up my mind
I need contact,
Need feelings,
Sensations
Should I condemn them,
Fake or genuine?
Time will tell
As long as it feels good
I've got no problems
Or at least
I should try not to have any
Should I postpone
My research of happiness
While I'm feeling like
I'm close to the source?
Common feelings.
Unreliable.
Partial.
Subjective.
Flawful.